what a day...

the other day might have been the most terrifying day of the year. a lot of people was hurt. some have died. all of them were innocent. they were all just having fun. eating their lunch or just simply taking a walk. until it was all ended in just a snap by a shocking explosion. sadly they didn't even got the chance to finish their food and will never walk again..

this day might have greatly changed a lot of lives especially of those who were affected. i wasn't there when it happened. i even don't have a business there that might have been blown up too. but it did changed something in me too. i was greatly affected too. by realizing something. something that i didn't expect to happen. something that i'm not sure if i should be happy or not. i'm worried. for i might got something that i shouldn't have. or maybe i'm intended to have but i got it at the wrong time. maybe this incident accidentally triggered it. i don't know exactly what to feel. but i'm happy.

now today is a special day, i don't know what's gonna happen next. but i'm hoping that things will fall in its right place. i'm leaving it all in God's hands. i know in Him is the only place i would be secure. as for this special something that i have, i'm letting it stay. i love it. i'm lovin' it...ü